I had another dream that you came back to life

its complete torture to have to keep being reminded that you are not capable of doing that. I will give anything to go back in time to that day. When i think about that day, i think about how weird yet normal the day was. Thinking about it frustrates me so.  Ugh, i don’t know anymore. When you were here i would think about you every day, but now its just every moment i am not going to be able to share with you :( I miss you so much, i love you.